2:02:48the enemy is always there:_lumiRage:
2:02:49I CLOSE MY EYES AND SEIZE IT
2:02:56That's me. I'm entropypilled, but it keep pushing the boulder.
2:02:59I think that breeds resentment and will burn you out faster than being motivated by pure drive and positive results
2:02:59the best rival is your past self
2:03:02But every time I come to this stream I hate this weird yellow thing on the screen
2:03:03My rival is my opponent, not my enemy
2:03:05Hiya, wanted to say Secret Communication goes so hard
2:03:11being your own rival still means you have a rival lmao
2:03:11I'm fighting past & future me
2:03:11can you be my Gary Oak to my Ash Ketchum?
2:03:12just giving a shit already puts you ahead of a lot of people
2:03:17@Lost_Mia THATS WHAT I MEANT.
2:03:18Maybe I'm depressed because I'm still trying to untangle the definitions of "chaos" and "order"
2:03:18"that guy you were yesterday? Whack!"
2:03:19sorry, thats not in my my nature Ms.Lumi:grinning_face_with_sweat::grinning_face_with_sweat: I cant wish ill on someone, because I believe wishing some good and well wishes is always the right thing:_lumiLove::_lumiLove::_lumiLove:
2:03:23Rival can be yourself, entropy, the universe, but making yourself the enemy is when it gets bad
2:03:27SELF RIVAL IS BEST!!! CONQUER THE SHADOW!!! TAME IT INTO SUBMISSION TO SERVE YOUR WILL!!!
2:03:33In the end, the only opinion that actually matters on your success is your own
2:03:41That shit's an actual memetic hazard
2:03:42you can declare anything your rival. it's free
2:03:44you'd probably grow blind to your own shortcomings trying to specifically prove yourself to someone else
2:03:44a rival can be a very good friend
2:03:44Apathy is a real worse enemy, not caring enough to bother doing anything because nothing supposedly matters
2:03:45You’re inspiring me here, Lumi. Every creative thing I’ve ever written down I’ve scrapped because I hated it, but I want to keep trying. PS please bless my gym gains today. I’m on my 1st 4-day streak.
2:03:46Is the hate-relationship between guumis and lemon real?
2:03:46spite is, i hat my current self, so i do things in-spite of my current status
2:03:46self rivaling is also dangerous
2:03:47penal colonies is not that tough
2:03:48there are other games with prison colony starts, to at least peruse
2:03:54Miss Lumi, I have a question: why 3 of your new songs mention "phone calls"?
2:03:56It's perspective because some of your biggest competitors are also your closest friends
2:04:01I thought it would be karaoke stream
2:04:07Hate is a part oneself. To deny it is lying to oneself.