2:21:35LIke a wise man once said "Philosophy is gay, lift heavy rocks"
2:21:36"Clean your room." —Kaneko B. Lumerson
2:21:37Just do it is what I’ve learnt
2:21:38Just doing things clears tremendous clutter from your mind
2:21:41Avoiding conflict is probably a survival thingy
2:21:42also brain needs downtime to do it's own internal cleaning
2:21:47We can stream Lumi’s album while doing things
2:21:49Sometimes, you just need to slow down. You hate folding laundry because it is a slow activity
2:21:51i dont avoid chores, i just forget them
2:22:10"hey have you finished those errands"
2:22:11I specifically put on Eimi vods to do chores to
2:22:17Never heard of it before but I completely believe it
2:22:23Work is no longer "clock out and be done till sunrise"
2:22:25that would explain so much about myself...
2:22:30Oh Cinnamon by Miori Celesta
2:22:30that... would make a lot of sense...
2:22:34...this is feeling too real now...
2:22:36the dead suffer from unpaid debts as they say
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2:22:38It's lower level than conflict avoidance, it's about trying to get by on the lowest amount of effort as a maladaptive form of calorie saving.
2:22:38Aight, I will do some of them rn
2:22:40Empty head, engage automaton mode
2:22:42that's why I set myself a schedule for things. Deal with dishes at a certain hour, trash this day at this hour, and on and on. It's helped so much
2:22:53Yeah it's just normal stress from procrastinaiton.
2:22:54... you know what, I believe it. it. Maybe I should close these loops. But what if I've forgotten my loops?
2:22:55They'll always be in the back of your mind if you don't finish tasks
2:23:02Just put your album on repeat it’s not nit that hard