32:25I don't know about every day. But it happens.
32:46but *surviving* an attempt leaves you in an even worse place
32:48That's why people say its for attention
32:58Well it's important to understand the gradients of SOS and full commit attempt
33:00Just the whole premise. I took a class on suicide prevention like yesterday:_eimiSmile:
33:10No it's everyday you would be surprised
33:118 billion people in the world def someone every day
33:11Most survivors don’t try again
33:14the world is huge.. billions of us exist..
33:18Just look at Scandinavia:_eimiSmile:
33:20Yeah, they die everyday, but by other means.
33:24A lot of suicides are impulse decisions
33:24it can't be 0 globally, impossibly
33:38My mentality is I wanna end it not just be disabled after an attempt
33:58But it's probably so
34:2170% is passing I guess
34:25:_eimiPet::_eimiPet::_eimiPet:
34:27Yea ive seen stuff of ppl surviving gunshots and they are left in a living hell afterword
34:31Remember, you need to redirect bad energy and negative self-talk. The unfortunate aspect about depression is that to deal with depression is to just not be depressed. Depressed people just cannot do it. Eimi love
34:45As long as there's no guarantee definitely not worth it
34:56That's why I have come up with a 3 level system for if I ever attempt. I will not share but it's guaranteed and I'm proud of the concept. I think I'm good in life for now though
35:18gotta get distracted, as silly as it sounds
35:31its absolute bullshit that moving around, eating well, working out, and trying actually work
35:31:_eimiLOL:YUUUUUUUUP
35:32Simply perfect parry the depression
35:33I think the #1 thing that stops me from even thinking about it is the people I'll leave behind, siblings & friends