4:09:41:face-red-heart-shape::face-red-heart-shape::face-red-heart-shape:
4:09:47:_urukaPat::_urukaPat::_urukaPat:
4:09:47a Batman situation where Batman is his real self and Bruce Wayne is a persona
4:09:56Good, your self deprecation is often your biggest hurdle. It sucks when you downplay yourself so much.
4:10:03its ok to have that separation. healthy even
4:10:05no one is allowed to belittle my oshi. not even my oshi!
4:10:06She's The Blue Music Bear in spirit wherever she is.
4:10:11there's random girl, and there's fujikura uruka:_urukaDerp:
4:10:14It is easier to play a character, than it is to make choices
4:10:29Because letting people in with that level of trust is hard
4:10:30If it makes you comfortable, it's all fine and good :_urukaPat::_urukaPat:
4:10:32maybe you are proud of your achievements
4:10:40so that's the gap you gotta cross huh
4:10:45Well yeah it's an important part of your life
4:10:48it does help to open up to people :_urukaLightstick:
4:10:48she allows them in the batcave
4:11:21Understandable. Being guarded makes it hard to build relationships
4:11:28There's only a select few who breaks onto the Bear Barrier..or is there even anyone at all.
4:11:30dont a lot of vtubers go out of their way to hide it
4:11:42U gotta live a little. Even as a bear.
4:11:48Uruka is a big part of you now I guess
4:11:59I'd imagine explaining your profession to IRL people can be challenging
4:12:22everyone has their barriers and some people are easier to let it down than others imo
4:12:32playing the part of Uruka, with the preset morals and predispositions, makes choices a lot more narrow and easier to choose from
4:12:38The nature of vtubing is different from other regular jobs so it is more integral to your personality as a whole. Unlike say a wagie job.
4:12:43i only have 3 moods,tired hungry and angry
4:12:44it's interesting how that goes, to switch between two "people"
4:12:46reject humanity, return to blue bear