11:51punishment, i dont want to suffer through things again
11:51If I have to go through the exact same, a punishment
11:51Even if we could live our lives again, it wouldn't be easy to make different choices.
11:51if i can only make the same choices a punishment honestly
11:51like yeah a lot of things happened but i would like to live the happy moments again
11:51A gift, there is still plenty of things to look forward to in this life of mine.
11:52bro this is so hard :loudly_crying_face:
11:52a poisoned kind of gift but still a gift
11:53i have lost a lot so experiencing those again i think i would want it..
11:53I WILL SEE OWN LATE MOTHER ONCE AGAIN
11:53a bit of both all honesty
11:53only a punishment bc i've felt so much these past few years
11:53it's both but more so a gift
11:53gift. so much happy memories i want experience again and so much things i want to re do to change.
11:54I don’t wish to live again because too live once is enough.:yellow_heart::yellow_heart:
11:54There are so many things I want to change this time.
11:54if i can change my path than it is a gift
11:54it depends on if I can change my action in the past or not
11:55I feel is both to me
11:55i just can think of my cats i love my life
11:56punishment; if you change things, who knows what might happen
11:56dear sir, who are you? why are you asking these..
11:56a punishment for i wouldn't wish my past onto anyone else let alone myself again
11:57without changing whatever happened?
11:57a gift even if its unfortunate at least i can find a way to get out off it now