2:54:36your efforts have built where you are today and even helped build early Phase
2:54:38But you're not old and you have a lot of time and a lot of things can change
2:54:38Unfortunately it's impossible to go back to an idealised past. But scars don't stop you from growing
2:54:48is good that you at least are able to recognize it, that's usually the hardest part
2:54:48All you can do is look to what you can achieve now. You can't let your mistakes haunt you forever.
2:54:50I think a lot of people feel like that. It's that quarter life crisis
2:54:51:_panLove::_panLove::_panLove::_panLove:
2:54:55i think if you got to where you are your efforts paid off, mistakes along the road are normal
2:55:08I think that’s a bad way to view yourself.
2:55:11At least you recognized them
2:55:14i know plenty who got reinvigorated though
2:55:16I know exactly what you're talking about
2:55:17You have an image to yourself that you didnt think you would portray ?
2:55:18if you ever want to talk about it we can always hear you
2:55:34i think you can steer it still, whatever it is
2:55:41It's only over when you give up completely. :_panPat:
2:55:48it doesnt neeed to sound good
2:55:48the only thing that can be "stained" is reputation and your rep is fine afaik
2:55:56at least you know that part of your viewers don't view you like that
2:55:56well we are always free to listen
2:56:02Yeah, its fine, it usually cant come out in a good way.