45:52Ah yes, the male healthcare strategy
45:53Yeah chat is not a good therapist
46:00Yippee!:face-red-heart-shape::face-red-heart-shape::face-red-heart-shape:
46:00yay!!!:_urukaLightstick::_urukaLightstick::_urukaLightstick:
46:04my request is therapy enough
46:04I feel I have something similar. I'm more alive when I'm back home. But, bot sure how far it goes
46:09I mean what else can you do? ..Don't stress yourself man.
46:10Ignoring that for the moment
46:11Violence stream :_urukaLightstick:
46:14:_urukaLightstick::_urukaLightstick::_urukaLightstick:
46:21You never know, some of us might be therapists. I'm not but still lol
46:22one of them might be
46:22:face-blue-smiling::face-blue-smiling::face-blue-smiling::face-blue-smiling:
46:24I am not a therapist but I'll be nothing less than honest
46:27Have your old converted to a library. lol
46:29we just wanna make you feel better we're just bad at it
46:32Therapy slaps, frfr, ong.
46:36Uruka gonna just tank it
46:36Good luck and keeping working at it
46:40highly recommend a therapist, they help out:_urukaPat::_urukaPat::_urukaPat:
46:50we are professionals. you can talk to us
46:58Don't tank it bro. It gets harder with time
46:58:blue_heart::rose::blue_heart:
47:06Uruka therapy is usually the matureandor smart thing to do
47:09we may not be able to fix anything, but we can sit with you for as long as its needed
47:09You should definitely try and deal with it in a more healthy manner, though. It does suck to see you suffering, especially alone.
47:11life is all about making dumb choices
47:22The more you push shit down, the harder it gets to hold it in
47:24Tanking things is....suboptimal in most cases. Cuz things never truly go away, they just mutate and come back up wearing a different skin lol.
47:25I refused therapy till I knew I was at my wits end and knew something bad was going to happen. In my best place mentally ever now.
47:28Yeah that shit piles up
47:30welcome to be an Adult :)
47:32and they can start to pile on if you are not careful