3:48:39I get you... its a last bastion...
3:48:42stop doing youtube, and move to Twitch?
3:48:44gtg to work, g'night pippa, g'night capipis, love y'all:_pippaHeart:
3:48:44to be fair I would also have a really hard time without your youtube channel
3:48:45I understand its just this is what you love to do
3:48:46so.. get marry then, have kids
3:48:49this is some hella avoidant personality talk
3:48:51It gives you a reason to keep going...
3:48:53Friends can also leave at any point
3:48:54you can rip them out and its hard but you can
3:48:55God I feel bad with the way that yo say it
3:48:58Pippa, that is the furthest thing from pathetic. If I you think how many people have reached out tonight to tell you that you touched their life for the better?
3:49:00It isn't terrible. It is YOU.
3:49:03stokholm syndrome:_pippaSmug:
3:49:03it's a core piece of your journey through life, it makes sense it'd be important
3:49:04:thinking_face:when do we get a wardrobe malfunction
3:49:05so who is breeding the rabbit
3:49:08but youtube is the one thing you always want to do
3:49:09I mean it's your job, so it completely makes sense. It's a reinforcing loop where you make it and it makes you
3:49:10imagine making friends easily
3:49:10You need a job to keep you alive
3:49:12the loss of people hurts sooo much...
3:49:15you are what you do. that's not nearly as weird sounding as you think it is
3:49:17Everything means nothing and everything at the same time.
3:49:18:_pippaHeart::_pippaHeart::_pippaHeart: