4:25:43pray for peace, prepare for war is a very old sentiment for a reason
4:25:48it seems brainworms are running rampant in phase right now so it might not just be a you thing. shiina had a whole thing about her "anxiety lasagna" a few days ago
4:25:48Ready to drop and go at a moments notice
4:25:49IT ALL NEEEDS TO FIT IN THE TRAILER
4:25:52to a degree, but that's why you hope for the best and plan for the worst
4:25:54like it probably won't but it absolutely can
4:25:55WHAT IS THIS?! The story of Job?!
4:25:56it's freeing if you think about it
4:25:57I think it makes sense to think about the future idk if streaming is the most stable of things
4:26:00Oh ya that’s 100% where that comes from
4:26:02Someday you’ll feel settled in pip
4:26:04:face-orange-biting-nails:you'll never end. I've known you longer than anyone
4:26:05dang, just noticed that guys name is Senpai
4:26:07My mom moved us around like that before a few times fleeing from abusive men
4:26:07I had the same thing as a kid
4:26:09:_pippaWut::_pippaWut::_pippaWut:
4:26:09AI and climate changes doesn't help
4:26:10everything was made through him for him :latin_cross:
4:26:11I try to go about life thinking everything will go well forever. I know it's not but I can't move forward otherwise.
4:26:14that's mostly true for everyone
4:26:15Your parents dumbed some adult stuff on you when they really shouldn't... You are stuck in survival mode from a lack of stability
4:26:15inflated sense of impermanence
4:26:16:face-purple-crying::face-purple-crying::face-purple-crying::face-purple-crying::face-purple-crying:
4:26:18moving a lot during childhood does that to you :_pippaWut:
4:26:18That would definitely be formative for a kid