45:29was the mt dew worth it?
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45:32grass is always greener syndrome
45:33:_panPat::_panPat::_panPat: you're special, boss
45:34You may need to rewatch the welcome to phase connect 2 again panpan
45:36Think of it as, it's 100000 who love you panchi :D
45:36you learned english and put in so much hard work for it though
45:38btw I don’t think you ever showed us your play button
45:40It's because your brain has already moved onto the next goal.
45:48most things in life have been done by someone else first :_panPat:
45:50don't compare yourself to others! you fought for the 100k yourself. it's your achievement.
45:50comparison is the thief of joy
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45:51The fact that you reached it despite you had to face those issues makes it INSANE numbers tho... more than special actually, Panko
45:51it may be depression
45:52Panko there are always bigger fish. Your success is your own
46:00you are already special tho
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46:03Panko numberfriending
46:04Other people having reached it before does not make in any less special because it took the same effort for you to reach it
46:05It happened because of all the work you put in over the course of years
46:07:_panLove::_panLove::_panLove:
46:10that's how it goes with goals unfortunately
46:10not every VTuber reach 100k though
46:12you are special to me tho
46:20u gotta tell yourself stuff
46:22comparing yourself to others is not healthy
46:22cuz you have brain worms :_panPat:
46:24just remember that an acheivement is an achievement
46:25I think that's just impostor syndrome. You'll never be satisfied if you keep looking at other people. You are special to us, however, and there's only one of you.
46:27i can understand though, brainworms aren't always exactly logical or right, it's important to face those feelings though
46:29feelings betray us. dont trust them
46:30you're the special-est
46:30it's not guaranteed unless you put yourself into it tho, you earned that goal
46:35it's not as effortless as you think. Be proud of your achievements.