46:36There's a lot of amazing Vtubers, many of them in Phase, who aren't anywhere near 100k. You should definitely be proud of what you've achieved.
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46:38sounda like torture, to be chasing goals that dont make u feel anything
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46:41The brain worms are too strong
46:42We get it Panko :_panPat:
46:42You can't fight yourself to change feelings, it's a tough battle
46:42:palm_down_hand::palm_down_hand::palm_down_hand:
46:43we can't always control the brain worms (chemicals) it sadly is what it is
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46:44you got to figure that out yourself
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46:46what does the k in the 100 mean? ;)
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46:49Imagine if you weren't there. There was no success on Panko channel!
46:49sounds like you need a unique goal
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46:52I really relate to this kind of feels, Pan
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46:54It's just brain worms, you are the best
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47:01Just be proud of yourself, even if it doesn’t feel that special
47:01hey pank, make sure you're sharing these kinds of feelings with your therapist ok?? :face-red-heart-shape:
47:02:folded_hands:Praying for you, Panko
47:04that stuff doesn't come free Boss, u did that, it didn't happen on its own
47:06Panko may truly need mental health professionals
47:09We show up for you man because we like YOU :_panLove:
47:11you're MY and many others oshi, you wouldn't be that if you weren't special:_panLove:
47:13anyone can put themselves on a frame of reference where nothing they do matters, it's not real, just a trick of the mind
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47:17you're a Vtuber who sang at a wedding. i haven't heard of anyone else who did that. not even hololive