52:51I thought you were going to say he notices every time you gain a little bit of weight :_panSmug:
52:52you're doing it because of it?
52:54it's usually something bad that happens to you and you can't deal with it
52:59ok everyone that wasn't here before 100k go away! you are making her uncomfortable guys:_panSmug:
53:02This is her way of filtering larpers:_panSmug:
53:06like your flow gets interupted by stuff outside of your control
53:07you do your stuff in your time! just stick to that. It's absolutely fine. Others take months off to get energy back. Streaming costs much energy
53:15Periods of bursts of energy followed by trips to depression city. Get tired of being down in the dumps and muster up the strength to go back to step 1
53:21last year something BIG happened tho no?
53:25last year around this time you were on FIRE
53:25the Christmas streams yup
53:29yeah when you came back you streamed a looot
53:37that can burn you out tho
53:40when you get popular and realize getting more popular will require even more work.
53:42you stopped after you hit 100k
53:47need another ado concert
53:56the gacha Christmas brought you back last time
53:57Last year you seems like pushing yourself abit tho
53:58and then a bunch of bad stuff kept happening all year after that
53:59maybe you gotta cosplay more:_panEvil:
53:59Do you think maybe the sudden spark drains you out too?
53:59Maybe Sing More :_panCheer:
54:01Sounds to me like you need to find / start some sort of Project that you can feel proud of completing.
54:02sakana needs another christmas gacha:_panSmug:
54:04:_panZoom::_panZoom::_panZoom:
54:07slow and steady might be the best strategy:_panPat: