1:32:50I think that's being Over Protective, no?
1:32:58I'm legit sorry, that sounds crippling
1:32:59Curse of being a streamer:eyes-purple-crying:
1:33:05I know your parents have helped you when you really needed, but did it ever feel like they didn't get your Mental Health issues?
1:33:13maybe you should smite us more
1:33:16A space no minimalist Christmas tree can get into
1:33:17Everyone I know…. Is mental! Pow :collision:. Yeah… I mean…. All u can do is try. You know.
1:33:20I get it peace and tranquility
1:33:27It's partially a personality trait, but also conditioned.
1:33:31i feel that way thats why i cant have any one over
1:33:58Having a private space is all about having an area where you can drop your guard and masking
1:34:11Somewhere untainted by even the possibility of social expectations
1:34:11did your parents force you to socialise
1:34:19yeah, just people being around in general spikes it
1:34:23well for me just outside and loud noise genuinely upsets me
1:34:23those are their genes so you can blame them too :nerd_face:
1:34:30ok this sounds worse the more you delve into it
1:34:39You definitely seemed to be having a bit of repressed trauma resurfacing when you went back.
1:35:00You can be both intro/extrovert at the same time, you know?
1:35:07Imagine being anxious about someone's presents.
1:35:09It's like a physical wall, you literally cannot do some things. It's anathema
1:35:12That relatable, I used to just hang out upstairs if there's visitors till they leave lol