2:47:28I hate the feeling of cognitive dissonance, it's the worst
2:47:34Machi is very kind I love you:_MachiPat::_MachiPat:
2:47:43oh yeah i feel my brain vibrating
2:47:57what'd U get for food mr. pilot?
2:48:10if I do something that goes against myself I feel physically sick
2:48:15I feel really bad for lashing out but it doesn't happen unless I get really really angry and usually very deserved:_MachiLaugh:
2:48:28That's how I got fired recently bc I kept crashing out at work bc clients & coworkers constantly got on my nerves
2:48:40Id like to think over it a bit first but it happens
2:48:45I worry about you when it comes to food:_MachiPien:(sorry)
2:48:50Did u get something for urself since u missed it?
2:48:54My therapist has been helping me recollect myself tho
2:48:59i can control my anger very well tho
2:49:05I’m gatekeeping all my sides from you -3-