29:36the feeling can be true even if the why behind it may not be ~
30:13it be like that. That's legitmately a rough series of events
30:22:_AmayaPat::_AmayaPat::_AmayaPat:
30:33online courses are for strivers and not real learning most of the time~
30:44:_AmayaPat::_AmayaPat:we get it. thank you for sharing with us
30:52:face-red-heart-shape::face-red-heart-shape::face-red-heart-shape::face-red-heart-shape:
31:49I'm sorry you're going through it
32:23:face-red-heart-shape::face-red-heart-shape::face-red-heart-shape:
33:28No worries on my part. I avoid ASMR, because it's not for me. I wish you'll feel better though.
33:37:_AmayaPat::_AmayaPat::_AmayaPray::_AmayaPray:
33:39aww, I feel sad for people who can't be left alone with their own thoughts
33:45honestly that's so fair
33:54Relatable... Our own thoughts are the most dangerous ones.
34:05would us being more a bit chatty kinda help?
34:06yeah I can imagine its hard to keep up the ASMR while your thoughts go crazy from the silence that you have to fill
34:24I gotta have at least a fan on
35:00one day, Neuralink will let us have Subway Surfers playing in the back of our minds lol
35:04we can talk and enjoy at the same time surely
35:19Am I correct to assume that "can't be left alone with my thoughts" is also a manifestation of anxiety for you?
35:19yeah I'm the same way.
35:32she can multitask her LADS
35:38mine is limited to 15 minutes
35:39I limited mine to 30 mins
35:48then I swap to tiktok :_AmayaHeh:
35:53I haaaave, I've been watching more long form content lately. today I was watching vids on Michael Jackson's life
36:02i have unlimited shorts
36:09I almost never watch shorts regardless. I tend to actively avoid them.
36:27I can't watch shorts, it feels to weird, I get overstimulated lol
36:31i like the reminder telling me to not be a POS lol
36:39my issue with the limit is that it gives me the option to ignore my time limit LOL
36:40then I continue anyways :_AmayaKEK:
37:33i hate myself enough that i wont listen to the thing thats objectively good for me
37:54I've been watching so much d2 lore vids